Inner Peace...The wonderful, zen-like feeling of being at peace. And I am peaceful..more than I have been in a long time. Just like how I told Pam the other day in the cab, I am happy now. Finally.
A friend called with a job offer about a month ago and the scope sounded all right and the money was really good for that kind of work but it would mean going back to the corporate sector. And whenever I think of stepping back into yet another grey/blue/white skyscraper, it completely paralyses and fills me with dread. The image of impending death of soul.
Contentment and happiness are just not comparable to monetary gains. Yes, I know the cash will go a long way and come in handy but I'm a nicer, better, more loving person when I'm cheery and peaceful. It translates to happier relationships, harmony at home as well as the love front. And you just can't put a dollar value to that sort of thing. The upside is that my organisation is revising our pay (yay!!) and even giving a one-time inflation package. Though it's not much, it shows they care enough about us.
MA tells me not to stress about finding what steps in life to take next but to enjoy the moment, to BE in the moment and cherish it. And the foggy path will clear itself out. I think he's right. I'm not agonising over it anymore. I just enjoy being happy, content and bathed in the love of my family, friends and my man.
I feel like the luckiest girl alive.
1 comment:
yea, it's high time i revisit. politics is a horrible horrible thing.
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